What causes burnout? Part One.
There are so many factors….
There are so many factors….
I had heard of people experiencing burnout when I was at University but I didn’t pay much attention to it….
The truth is I didn’t pay much more attention to it when I was a doctor working full-time.
I didn’t think it was something I would ever experience. I was used to working hard.
It wasn’t until I quit working full-time and found myself struggling as I tried to juggle being a part-time doctor & a business owner that I really started to question what was going on….
I was finding myself chronically exhausted (no matter how much sleep I was getting I didn’t feel rested). I was finding myself struggling to get out of bed (despite knowing I was working on things I did deep down really enjoy). I was finding myself snapping at close friends/family (it felt like my temper fuse was suddenly really short). I was finding myself bursting into tears uncontrollably at the smallest trigger (a pile of washing or a song on the radio as a few examples). I was finding myself facing crippling anxiety in social situations with a desperate desire to just want to be alone.
As all doctors do, I started to self diagnose…..
It took me a little while to realise and embrace what was going on and with some support to guide me it is now so obvious that I was burnt out. The irony of all this is this had all started to present after I quit working as a doctor full-time.
It’s made me really intrigued to understand what drives burnout and as a result, I’ve done a lot of reading & researching to understand the underlying causes.
It is a work-place phenomenon but the key is to realise that our work isn’t solely responsible….
There are things we do as individuals which contribute.
During this post I want to break down the way our work contributes as it is more complex than just the work load we experience. I’ll be sharing a “Part Two” for the ways we contribute as individuals.